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i donno why ive done the things ive done,
and i dont know why i think the way i think,
all i do know is that i do love you and sorry for what ive caused,
yeah ive said sorry beofr,
yeah and ive meant it every time,
and im sorry babe i really am,
just hope you'll forgive me,
sometime some how some way,
i'll be forgiven,
knowing you dont check your yahoo mail everyday nor your live journal but im trying, im really trying to get my point across,
that im sorry and i love you,
ill go through every damn thing on here to get to you,
what ever it takes ill do it, i love you remember always n forever...
i'll see ya when you want me to see ya i love you,
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[08 Feb 2004|04:52pm] |
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I LOVE YOU BABYDOLL MUAHZZ HAPPY EARLY ANNI.. SWEETIE 1 YR n 6 MO. I LOVE YOU SO SO VERY MUCH :::KISSES:::
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[06 Dec 2003|03:11am] |
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still alive... n hey if i wrote well typed everything that has happend in the past oh lets say month in my currupted life i would have written a novel n hah tha just isnt happening because well liveing here SUX... so hah im ready to leave ohio. well have been for a long time but yall get the picture.. I LOVE YOU BABY.. n im an outy everybody ;)...
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[04 Nov 2003|05:17pm] |
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Through the hours of all day i try to find the words to say,
I love you deeply,
Truly for sure,
And when I'm down your my cure,
You get me through my ups n downs,
And your there to lift my every frown,
I thank you,
I love you,
Just want to say,
I love you more within every day,
I want to look you in the face,
N' tell you my love i'll always stay,
Touch your face kiss your lips,
Hold your hand,
Hug you tight,
Sleep with you through every long night...
~I love you~
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[03 Nov 2003|07:42pm] |
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::update:: I LOVE YOU BABY... MY BABY ALL MINEE WOOO...
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[21 Oct 2003|03:35pm] |
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thought i would update...::update:: i dont know hmm i just.. i donno what to say... just been thinking... blah who cares i dont know what ever im an outie... bye i guess for now... love yah babe...
::some guys can be such ass holes i mean it.. think with whats in their pants n not about other people oh well.. i so dont know...:: ::BOYS SUCK::
my new motto.. like? works for me bye....
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[18 Oct 2003|04:36pm] |
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112 - Sweet Love(i made a few adjustments) ;D
Baby I want your body close, me on top of you, can you feel it
I'm gonna get my body dripin all over you,baby makeing love to you
So take off all my clothes and throw them on the floor
i wont need them
cuz you wanna give me every little thing i need and more
Let me tell you what i wanna do
I wanna make love , sweet love , all night long to the rising of the sun
hold your body close to mine it feels so right , don't let go of me
I wanna make love , sweet love, all night long to the rising of the sun
hold your body close to mine it feels so right don't let go of me
Baby you can give to me any way you like
i just need to let you know
I'm giving you the key so you can do me fast or slow
Cuz on this ride of love , we're gonna go
to places you and i ain't never been before
Baby imagine you kissing all over me
my body's trembling, you know im feeling you
Ooh i know it's getting serious
And i'm tired of being curious
Cuz my body is filled with lust
can't take it no more bet i whisper ooooh
I wanna make love , sweet love , all night long to the rising of the sun
hold your body close to mine it feels so right , don't let go of me
I wanna make love , sweet love, all night long to the rising of the sun
hold your body close to mine it feels so right don't let go of me
I wanna make love , sweet love , all night long to the rising of the sun
hold your body close to mine it feels so right , don't let go of me
I wanna make love , sweet love, all night long to the rising of the sun
hold your body close to mine it feels so right don't let go of me
Girl the chemistry between us, i can't explain
You love to hear me call your name
I can see it in your eyes that you want me too
im not afraid of what your bout to give to me
Girl the tears i cry are out of happiness
pleasure instead of loneliness
Baby every single part of you loveing of me
pleasing me , pleasing ne, makeing me scream louder
I wanna make love , sweet love , all night long to the rising of the sun
hold your body close to mine it feels so right , don't let go of me
I wanna make love , sweet love, all night long to the rising of the sun
hold your body close to mine it feels so right don't let go of me
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[05 Oct 2003|08:57pm] |
don't ask me how it could be
sometimes it's hard to believe
that in my lifetime i could find that someone
who can make me complete
you are the air that i breathe
i'd surely die if you leave
'cause i have never felt this way ' bout any girl like i feel for you
so this is what i'm gonna do
i'm giving you my heart forever
every beat of my heart says it's true
i know we'll always be together forever
you lovin' me - me lovin' you
and i'm giving you my heart to you
you are so special to me
your love is all that i need
and i'm gonna spend the rest of my life
loving you faithfully
this love i feel is so strong
with you my heart's found a home
'cause no one in this world could ever love me so tenderly
so you can best believe
i'm giving you my heart forever
every beat of my heart says it's true
my love for you won't fade no never
you lovin' me - me lovin' you
and i'm giving you my heart to you
and when i'm holding you close to me
i know all of my dreams have come true
wanna let you know how i feel
girl my love is for real
and i just wanna give it to you
i'm giving you my heart forever
every beat of my heart says it's true
i know we'll always be together forever
you lovin' me - me lovin' you
and i'm giving you my heart to you to you
and when i'm holding you close to me
i know all of my dreams have come true
wanna let you know how i feel
girl my love is for real
and i just wanna give it to you
i'm giving you my heart forever
every beat of my heart says it's true
my love for you won't fade no never
you lovin' me - me lovin' you
and i'm giving you my heart to you
i'm giving you my heart forever
every beat of my heart says it's true
i know we'll always be together forever
you lovin' me - me lovin' you
and i'm giving you my heart to you
to you and i'm giving my heart to you
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[05 Oct 2003|08:45pm] |
don't ask me how it could be
sometimes it's hard to believe
that in my lifetime i could find that someone
who can make me complete
you are the air that i breathe
i'd surely die if you leave
'cause i have never felt this way ' bout any girl like i feel for you
so this is what i'm gonna do
i'm giving you my heart forever
every beat of my heart says it's true
i know we'll always be together forever
you lovin' me - me lovin' you
and i'm giving you my heart to you
you are so special to me
your love is all that i need
and i'm gonna spend the rest of my life
loving you faithfully
this love i feel is so strong
with you my heart's found a home
'cause no one in this world could ever love me so tenderly
so you can best believe
i'm giving you my heart forever
every beat of my heart says it's true
my love for you won't fade no never
you lovin' me - me lovin' you
and i'm giving you my heart to you
and when i'm holding you close to me
i know all of my dreams have come true
wanna let you know how i feel
girl my love is for real
and i just wanna give it to you
i'm giving you my heart forever
every beat of my heart says it's true
i know we'll always be together forever
you lovin' me - me lovin' you
and i'm giving you my heart to you to you
and when i'm holding you close to me
i know all of my dreams have come true
wanna let you know how i feel
girl my love is for real
and i just wanna give it to you
i'm giving you my heart forever
every beat of my heart says it's true
my love for you won't fade no never
you lovin' me - me lovin' you
and i'm giving you my heart to you
i'm giving you my heart forever
every beat of my heart says it's true
i know we'll always be together forever
you lovin' me - me lovin' you
and i'm giving you my heart to you
to you and i'm giving my heart to you
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[28 Sep 2003|07:36pm] |
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friday i took my cousein to the homecomeing foot ball game n well we so got stormed in..hail n everything it wasnt fun.. i hid in th bathroom it was scarey i hate storms..yup yup n then saterday babysat n that was my weekend but ofciourse i had a wonderful time talking to my baby.. ;D i love you baby muahs!
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[24 Sep 2003|07:10pm] |
i dont really have much to say to update, but my mom has been in like these hella moods and like she is totally getting rid of ozz;(
its not kewl at all. she said hes just too much n that she is tired of everyone complaining on him biteing n chewing. its like ugh well duh mom you do the same when he is biteing you it flipin hurts.. but eh i dont know?? anyways thats about it as far as updateing goes.. yup yup well im bored n uh lol yeah bye ha..
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[22 Sep 2003|07:39pm] |
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BLAH BLAH BLAH, Work so sucked ass today DUDE it was raining hardcore n it was slipper n i had to get carts and like oil on the black top made me fall. and do you know the likt things you put your carts in at walmart? like the metal bars? WELL i sliped n cracked my ribs on it n it hurt really n really bad so yeahh. it hurts but ill live ;D.. other than that the day was great. but ok i updated ;D.. I LOVE YOU BABY...
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[20 Sep 2003|05:35pm] |
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MY PHONE WORKS NOW!! YAY!! ha imma dork but yeh ok buh bye thought i would tell because yeah wee fun..
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[20 Sep 2003|04:51pm] |
its been forever since i have up dated.. sorry.. ;/.. im going to like so try to update now because i have nothing else to do and like i just sit here n wait for my baby to get on n like yeah in that time i can be up dateing. but right now im feeling kinda blah cause she hasnt been on in it feels like forever. but befor i get into that thursday nite i was takeing a shower n my cuzin all bardges in the ass that she is all yellin n screamin at chey n freakin flushes the toilet n then she knocks my phone ogg the sink counter into the toilet n i so jump out n like take it apart all fast n she fawkin laughin i look n im like dont talk to me any more im throught with you leave n now my phone it come on now but it says like service required im like wtf did my phone reset or something?? but it makes me so mad...i cant have anything here one way or another someone has to ruin it for me or they endup breaking it. it make me so mad im serouse im sick of being here im redy to go some where else ive said that so manytimes. im just ready to do it. im need a better job so i can get some more money n get outa this place...shew.. okim rambleing but anyways like i was saying it does it so feels like forever n i totally think i missed her last nite cause i sat on the couch n just knocked out n i feel bad because i wanted to talk to her so so bad but i went n fell asleep like a lamo g/f.. n then like i get on at noon n its 5 now n i miss her so very much its driveing me mad lol nah wont get evil or anything i just miss my baby.. I LOVE YOU BABY! well thats about all thats on my mind.. I WISH MY FAWKIN PHONE WOULD WORK.. thnx for fawkin it up CHARELL!
..amanda..
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[06 Sep 2003|03:47pm] |
Im sick and tired of living as a fake, sometimes I feel that my life is at stake. the closest relationship is distant at best, nights alone with short breaths of rest. corners are wearing with my back up against, blood on my fingers and pain that wont rinse
the one girl who I was talkin to told me to write so I decided to write what appears to be beauty is leaving me cold, love dries as fake until I grow old. settling for a smaller piece to leave the rest pleased, begging for hope on my cracked and worn knees. screaming help in water so no one can hear me, what wheel is the right one to steer me your touch is soft to me, scraping deadness off of me. I wonder if living means seeing unliving, slung off a cliff and my rope won't stop giving. drug through a desert of rocks and sand, I'm told there's hell to becoming a good woman. left out stale and unpolished by care, pushing you away with a catlike stare. holes in my heart without lead to uncover, left out like a toy in the street by a lover.
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so like today it stormed agian HARD CORE n i had to be out in it ;/ it was hott out but dont worry baby i wore my hoodie in the rain ;D... suprised i didnt pass out ha but yeah other than that today was cool. and omg i seen a bigger bigger spider it was HUDGE... like 2 quarters put side by side and it jumped at me omg eww grose i screamed n ran inside... is was groosem...SPIDERS ARE ASS HOLES!!!yup yup... bugs suck yes they do.. ok anyways chey did my hair n some ghetto way and it hurts bad ;9 n i want it out but i need someone to take them out cause i cant boo...its not kewl...Elizabeth is still gaurding the stoor she seen whats her face today but she didnt come into the store thank god... i dont want flash backs nope nope... but i think my sister is weird.. and im out of things to say but hey i updated... I LOVE YOU BABY!!!
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Hey like i sayed nothing much new really... Just bored actualy at the moment...i miss my baby so very much... i heart myself n i dont know how i did it i got this big ghetto bruse on my rist n it hurts ooowweee bimmer.. im forever geting hurt with stuff... bathrooms attack brothers sister woo its just sad...well hey im going to sit n wait a lil longer for you babe then i guess ill go to bed?? but i MISS YOU BABY... I LOVE YOU muahz...
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so like nothin new to tell got a job n its REALLY HOTT outside....
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[07 Aug 2003|02:23am] |
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its been a day or two or yea since ive updated so like yea most i did was went to the fair seen alot of friends from foreverly long time ago it was ok but i hada ride spinny rides with 2 kidds it wasnt all that good it was greeeeaaaat when i got home because i didnt haveta spinn on rides any more but yeah ate fare food but it didnt stay long but yeah yeah blah blah i shall never go to the fair with youngn's agian because they will ride you to death ugh lol it was kinda fun tho i guess lol got to hang out with nikki ugh tosha tracy n some other peeps. like ugh everyone was their but i left at like 9 because i couldnt take it anymore lol. but that was yestaday n well today i was like so bored alllllllll dayyy except for when my baby got on but now im alone again ;/ so so sad COME BACKKKKKKK i wanna talk to you baaaad i misss you ;D well im bored n outa things to say so imma go n wait for you baby...
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[04 Aug 2003|11:25am] |
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like wow this is the first time i have updated in like three days in a row so fun...:D but yea like last nite i went to bed at like 2 because mom was yellin n yea yea blah blah but i didnt get to fall asleep til like 4 it so wasnt cool i had so many thoughts running through my mind i dont remember any but anyways like getting up this morning at 7 didnt bother me actually i woke up befor my alarm went off.. hmm weirs.. but im not tired i want to go to sleep but i cant.. bummer..but anyways back to story so like last nite i wasnt feeling well n omg this mornin i so got up n hada go str8 to the rest room i got hella sick but fellt better after.. i wonder if it was somethin i ate? well im feeling great now.. but im sitting here killing time til 1:00 rolls around time goes so slow when you dont have anyone to spend it with..;( but ill be ok im trying to fix that problem ;D.. well i updated so im going to go try to laydown which i know it wont work but hey its worth a try ;D... i love you baby talk to you later today hun mwahz
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